Code Cracked Code

Once you’ve unlocked the key to life, it’s not to be thrown away. You have to continue to crack the codes life throws out, left and right. You even need to use those keys in small, “insignificant” circumstances that overall guide you through life. Once you hold the key, the door doesn’t stay open. You will continually encounter doors in life; it’s up to you to navigate your way through them. Some key holes are different and some may need a slightly different approach to unlock. It can be both overwhelming and mundane to repeat this, but always know you have grabbed ahold of that key. I sure hope you hold onto it.

Just as Smart from the Start

From the age of 3, I could have told you about this world. Not about me, but everything I see. Now it’s all coming back to me, this is how life really ought to be. This world, not you, not me, just everything deeper than the sea. This girl, philosopher since the age of 3. 

At the age of 4, I met the first girl I did adore. From the moment of that very kiss, it all led to an eternity of bliss. For Arielle, was the one to put me under that love spell.

 

A connection to the meaning of this world from day 1. All connecting to the meaning of self 20 years later. My life is great cause I know this place is.

The Real Kind (Hope)

When having hope isn’t an option, hold onto yourself. Cause in the end, no matter what’s going on in life, the good the bad, you are the only thing you will ever have. Hold onto yourself, and I promise you’ll come out. By doing so, you have it all. Hope derived from oneself is the greatest thing anyone can receive.

Intro-Extro Love

This is my first post ever. This is pretty damn crazy considering the wild twists and turns my life has brought me – both naturally and the way I have maneuvered my own self through each point. Yeah, I have been through some crazy shit. Although I cannot even begin to touch what I have seen of this world in this post, I promise you I will share my experience of this life in later posts.

 

Recently, I have been realizing how fortunate I am to be extremely misunderstood. Due to the fact that I am in tune with my true self, it’s only natural for people to be critical or thrown off by my unique ways. Don’t get me wrong, I am a very well-liked individual. People embrace my humor, quirks, enthusiasm, and passion for life. It’s just it’s a lot to handle when no one has witnessed anyone or anything like myself. 

I love life. I love myself. I love you. I truly do. I love all the trees. I love it all. I live with compassion. I am compassion. There is no other way but to act with the love I see. It’s been difficult to be fully in tune with my true self 100%. I feel grateful how I have clung onto this person, regardless of stuff this world tries to make you believe who you are and aren’t are. 

I hold a lot. I transformed my life. So much, I am confident I can change this world. That sounds hella cliche I know, but I have always held knowledge and wisdom about this world since the very day I began life on this planet. Being a philosopher since age 3 is rough. I have just finally connected all that I’ve always known with my self. I am in love. Compassion for oneself is the most empowering thing ever. Please, love yourself. 

Basically, I am a very upbeat and outgoing person. A LOT of the time. But not always. I’m silly and personable, but I get bored with people. It takes something quite spectacular to grab my attention, let alone hold it. The only thing that will always keep me occupied is myself. I love my company. I am indeed my best friend. It REALLY throws people off when I’m hanging out with them or in the nightclub, and I just go off to the side for a while. Like, “Hey, you ok there? You’re like, all fucking alone! What the hell is wrong?” Oh my goodness! Please stop. I love your company and all, but feel grateful I chill with you. Cause I’ll almost always be just as entertained and engaged with myself, if not more. Don’t act like you’re so awesome. Act like you’re flattered cause you should be in my presence. I am introverted and extroverted. The push and pull of the people outside of the person enjoying the best of both worlds on the inside makes me wanna just enjoy the ins and outs alone…But am I alone?